Babies In The Family

WELL. If you think they're not cute, think again.

..apakan. Anyway.

Alai Faaruq.

Currently my favourite. He usually makes weird and questioning faces everytime you try to make him laugh. It's as if he's saying "...are you...okay?" Hahaha. Love everybit of him apart from the constant drool. Last time he got excited with the power sockets. KIUT JUA TU!! I would think he'll turn out to be a very handsome boy. Turns out he can say "apaa~? apaa??"

Zainul

Our very own Michael Jackson =op I have a video of him dancing to Beat It. I think. Will check again later. Anywhere there's music he can just shake his cute lil body to the beat! When you say "tangan Jenul, tangan!" He would put up his arm up to his head, and start shaking that too. Pintar lagi tu, if you ask him to close the door, he will. Basically he now understand mostly what people are saying lah.

Balqis

She's really smart. She's......well I dunno how old she is. But she knows how to talk properly now. As in her pronounciation is quite good. Usually if you play with her, she'd react. Kadang2 mengusut. Haha last time in Rizqun, I went "hi Balqiiiis." Suddenly, out of nowhere, she replied with he cute voice, "hai Kaka Mimi..."Awhhhhh. She said my name!

There's another baby called Ashraf. He slept in my arms the other day=o) He used to be afraid of other people. Kept clinging on he mommy. BUT HE KNOWS ME NOWWW. Mwahahahaha.

Don't worry guys, I'm not even thinking of having my own baby yet. Haha yes, I'm safe. Will not take desperate measures. I have like...30+ cousins? Banyak lagi masih kanak2. So I have unlimited supply of kids to play with. Hahaha.

Malas ku usai malay to italics.

Wassalam =oD

Sigh

SUCKS WHEN I watch a sappy movie about couples in love I get that feeling like my heart is being squeezed like someone's juicing a lemon. Then the past memories come hunting by. Mostly memories when I was hurt so bad, the scenes are still vivid in my head. Call me sad, I don't care. It's just a thing that I've gotten since forever. I can easily imagine things in my head. This is one of the reasons why I can't watch horror / ghost stories. The images from the movies are outlined so well, I get goosebumps every time I do it. Only last night, after sending Ka Mala off and an unplanned return to my house alone, which can be reached only after a series of hills, dark and winding roads. Kept reciting the surahs and preventing myself from looking anywhere else except the main road in front of me. Heehee.

Sigh... I got majorly thrown away twice. There was once I my heart ached so hard, I could literally feel as if it was crushed into tiny particles. (eseh, sciency. oh no, hilang tia moment) During the few months my mind was in a state of haze eventhough it looked like I was all okay with it. When people started talking about relationships I tried to keep quite or tried to change topics. When people ask me about my past relationships I just smile and shrugged, saying, "ah? haha entah..." I couldn't even watch stupid love movies and read the novels. Duii lillahh. If it were a few weeks before the incident I'd say to the person, "OH COME ONN. There has GOT to be something else you can think about". But since I myself had felt it, turns out it wasn't so easy at all. Guess it's normal for people to be in this phase? I don't know.

Buuut, I'm super okay now. There's somebody who can make me smile. Although, at times a feel I feel really guilty due to the fact that I'm just not ready yet. Sucks. Guess it's denial, guess it's just fear. Of getting hurt. I start to care for people so easily that next thing you know, my friend tells me how the other person talks behind my back. My friends hate the bit of me not minding and melayan people that they don't like =op I hate it too. [shrugs] What to do?

Anyway! I've shared and blabbered wayy to much! Not everyone's goina read this whole thing anyway.

MOMMY's BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!! I'll post about that later. Gotta wake up early tomorrow. Doa kesyukuran thing in Rizqun tomorrow night. Horra horra.

My First Youtube Video!!

Heehee.



Wassalam

Here Comes the Bride and Groom

IT'S OFFICIAL!

On the 10th of July at 4.49pm, my brother Syazwan got married to Kaka Mala in the acara bernikah in Masjid Omar Ali Saifuddien =oD Bang Wan got the sentence thingy in one go. Semangat wah tu, bini nya yang tersangat lawa dapan nya. Heehee. May their marriage akan berkekalan and happy-happy selalu.

Love you guys!

Since there's a gathering in my house every night from the day I arrived, I've been sleeping around... 4 am?? I didn't even feel tired and had to listen to something to go to sleep. Haha. I think it's the jet lag pulang sebenarnya. I was a major karaoke girl when the day I came back. The karaoke has been going on everynight this week and stops at around 12 o'clock in the morning! I thought to myself, if I were the neighbour, I'd be like "baie kali, bising wah". It's a good thing my family's voices are quite awesome =op

Bersanding tomorrow! Gotta have a good night sleep.

Wassalam.

My Mommy

MY MOM IS SO HAPPY I'M HOME, she was singing the Malay song "Isabella" with her own lyrics. Haha kiut. It went like

"Hasba Villa adalah, cantuman nama suami isteri.
Anak cuma lima, tapi ada seorang puuuuteri"

And it went on and on about the house, her house work, etc etc.

Right. I'm off to cleaning up my room now before the girls come over. With their masks. I tell you, the level of scared-ness towards swine flu in this country is suuper up there. I've blogged too much...better get on the life I have before I lose it, macam urang main Sims =op

Wassalam.

just take it easy

DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP for the two days before I flew back

did so much packing

luggage was overweight. thank god Faai and Nadia was there to help.

too tired, had to sleep on the flight from London to Dubai. (usually I only sleep on the second flight to adjust jet lag)

program for the tv thing on the plane DIDN'T WORK. (????*^&%$#@@!!!)

thanks to the overweight luggage, I brought my Learn Korean thing and actually learned a LOT.

couldn't sleep at all during the flight from Dubai to BSB. good thing by this time the tv works.

hahahaha aku liat cerita Hindustan, starrng Shah Rukh Khan.

arrived and had a stomach ache - everytime I fly, I get indigestion. also, the pressure causes... well... certain gases to expand. =op

slept the whole afternoon.

spent the night having cousins around. karaoke, guitar heroes competition, Loto (lotto?) and food~~

baju kurung for Bang Wan's birthday salah sleeves nya. so thinking of someone to help me arah Mrs Co/Koh ( I still dunno to this day how to spell her actual name)

wassalam.

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New Hair Galore!

ZAZ JUST GOT HER HAIR CUT TWO DAYS AGO! Hahaha kiut ah. There are comments that say she looks like a little boy (geraldine) and others say she looks super 70s. Macam wonder girls ah. Last night we went out for dinner in Strada. Was quite awesome. Got back, and had a 'slumber party'. Only difference was... we'll just sleep in our own rooms at the end of the day. We did some girly stuff last night - doing each other's hair and watching ling dance =op (no, it's now what your dirty mind is thinking okay)

Haha Ling and Zaz. Apologise for my lack of professionalism in censoring. Heehee panas wahh. Sorry Zaz=o)

There was also arm waxing. Shin and Geraldine.

And hairstyling.

=oDDD first time ku ada fringe cemani. Sorry ah posing. Gali pulang ku benarnya kan this picture. [shivers]